pain

will i ever be free?

i dont know what to believe

its hard when no1 cares

i suppressed by all my childish fears

im suffocating in all this god forsaking pain

im tourched by all these silent voices

and it all bcoz of these dam stupid choices

if only i had know

but then maybe i would never have grown

......

is this what has become of my life???

trying to make it throught troule and strife

trying to servive

i feel like i'v fell

dropped down and in to hell

iv done some pritty stupid things in my time

but resentally i feel like iv been walking around blind

creative expression: low

creative expression: low

low

long time, many years have past since i felt this low
itz like im in my own little show
feeinl like iv choken
im feelin all broken
diriftin in this liquid pain
going crazy in this emotion riden game
stuck in the middle of this show
traped feeling this low
gota find an end
maybe i should call upon death
then finaly i will be untraped
and this pain can slowly unrap
this pain is just 2 deep
as i watch i the blood seep
day turns to night
the blood stained so bright
still no end to this heartrenching show
this feelin still so low
steering at the satrs upabove
i remember feeling no love
as i stood at the y
listening to all thoughs lies
they called me a star
this just left me with a distent steer, so far
i turned to look at the deep sektch scar
as the women in chav strung her gitar
still this feelin so low
still no end to this show