abued youth

u know tat feeling u get wen u see some1 after a while. u no some1 uv known 4ever and havent seen 4 like 4ever. then u c them and the make u rember somthing.somthing tat happened lik 4ever ago and ur going to rember 4ever.u know that weird lost confused hurt kinda feeling that u felt 4eva ago wen that thing happened to u.and this person u c after lik 4ever participated in making it happen 4evr ago but didnt realiz bcoz 4ever ago they wer 2 busy stuk in their own dam world to even egnolig that 4ever ago u even igsisted. and this person that u c lik after 4eva didnt realiz aswel that 4ever ago they helped to kinda fuk up ur lif abit 4ever. also 4evr ago they stole something from u 4ever ago. 4ever ago they stole something that isnt real 4ever i mean it is real 4ever but u cant c it 4ever never.tis person that u c after 4ever also helped u to h8 them 4ever. and now after 4ever they realiz that u r aliv and lik u but cant undertand y u r the way u r bcoz they didnt realiz wot happened 4ever ago and wot they did 4ever ago. and u cant tell tis person that uv seen after 4ever bcoz wot happened 4ever ago hit u deep and u cant tell this peron that uv havent seen 4 lik 4eva and bcoz if this person that u havent seen 4 eva dosent know wot happened 4ever ago by now cant no after 4evr and also bcoz 4ever ago is like woteva ago....u know wot i mean???


imagin feelin trapped in ur own mind and the only one who understands u is u, even when u try to explain to people how u feel/wott going on in ur mind they still dont have a clue. imagin feeling alone and stuk in ur head. imagin going crazy in ur mind whilst everything aroung u is calm. imagin the pressure of the world building upin ur brain. imagin having to keep a terrible secret that buils up over time, each seeming worse that befor. imagin feeling scared, lost, confused, hurt, frigtened, alone, ashamed, wrong, dirty all at the same time....

yep youv just imagined wot it feels like to be an abused youth....