Is it Birthday Blues?
10th Birthday: Lost confussed and physicaly abused.
11th birthday: Confused, threatened and abused.
12th birthday: Emotionally lost confussed and phyically self abused
13th birthday: Emmotionaly hurt psychologically abused mentaly confused
14th birthday: Physicaly self abused confused lost and numb
15th birthday: Numb hurt alone
16th birthday: Numb physicaly self abused alone and cold
17th birthday: Emotionaly numb physicaly scared internally self abused
18th birthday: Internally and physicaly self abused emotionaly numb
19th birthday: Physicaly scared emotionaly numb mentaly alone
why is it that a girl cry every year on her birthday from as far back as she can remember? why can she not remember her first 9 birthdays? Maby it's for the good maby not.
Every year she cries, She want to be alone and tries to hide from the world. But why? No one knowes and no one will every know. This one girl doesn't even know why she feel the way that she does. every year he feel confused, lost but mostly numb. She wat to runaway from the world, from all watching eyes. Will it every change? Will she learn to be happy on this day? I don't know. I don't think anyone does.
posted by shaz @ 1:50:00 pm
2 Comments:
are u in pain?? :)
nope... well, i was. i used to be in a lot of pain, the the things that happened to me and the thing i want throught and saw they hurt me a lot. i was going in a down wards spiral. but then it all changed about a yr ago and i am a lot happier thou the past still hurts me i think i have began to move on. thou i still get sad on my birthday bcoz of thing taht happened on that day in the past. but soon i know i will be able to celebrate my birthday and be happy all the time.
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